First Review for *Looking Forward*!

Looking Forward: More Adventures of the Madcap Christian Scientist has its first review on Goodreads! I’m sitting here, all teary-eyed and grateful for the kindness in this review.

Maryjmetz writes:

“Karen Molenaar Terrell’s latest, Looking Forward, is another pretty darned inspiring and comforting book. It covers the period between 2014 and 2023 so, as she herself notes, an eventful period in every way: the death of both her parents, a world-wide pandemic, a certain President and his followers. The individual pieces were written as events happened so Karen doesn’t necessarily know how things are going to turn out any more than the reader does, but she generally manages to convey her expectation that things will be okay. More to the point, she acts in such a way as to somehow make things turn out okay. Without being preachy in any way, she shares her belief – no, models her belief—that Love is in ultimate control, while her own day-to-day actions make the world better: buying shoes for someone in need, teaching at an alternative high school, treating the other candidates with respect when running for her local school board, or just appreciating the beauty that exists everywhere.

“What I love about Karen’s writing is how genuine and truthful she always is; she isn’t some starry-eyed innocent who believes everything she is told nor is she ever full of herself for being so clever (but when you read about all the stuff she teaches at that alternative high school you recognize there’s not much she doesn’t know or can’t do). She acknowledges her own doubts and her own failings, but seemingly never lets that stop her from doing what she thinks is right. Her positive outlook, a result in part of her Christian Scientist beliefs, never feels forced and so she somehow manages to make me feel more positive and hopeful when I read her, though I don’t share her faith and, in general, tend towards pessimism.

“I wish I. could do the spirit of the book justice with this write-up, but I’m not the writer that Karen is.”

Irrepressible Power of Love

I’m feeling it tonight
the irrepressible power of Love, Truth, Life
unfolding in marvelous glory
in front of me
-Karen Molenaar Terrell

“Spirit, God, gathers unformed thoughts into their proper channels, and unfolds these thoughts, even as He opens the petals of a holy purpose in order that the purpose may appear.:
-Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health


(The image below is from NASA, taken by the James Webb Space Telescope.)

Love Is Always Here

Fretting and frittering my day away
trying to keep my little ego fed and coddled
worrying about stuff that doesn’t matter
one jot in the grand scheme of things
searching for happiness in all the wrong places
and my thoughts suddenly stop
spinning and settle softly
I hear Love’s voice:
“My precious child. You are loved
without end.”
I don’t need to wait for Love
I don’t need to work for Love
I don’t need to earn Love
Love is always here, always mine
Forever and ever
Amen.
-Karen Molenaar Terrell

podcast link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/karen-molenaar-terrell/episodes/Love-Is-Always-Here-e2folvh

June Perfume

locust trees and lupines
and pungent pine pollen and wild
roses growing along the river
and green grass just-cropped
send their sweet scent
wafting on gentle winds
past my nose
-Karen Molenaar Terrell, from *Since Then*
https://www.amazon.com/Since-Then-Karen-Molenaar-Terrell-ebook/dp/B09LHV3RCC/

Rooted and Grounded in Love

I’ve been told there are people who have lived
in my community for “generations” and I think
about the wonder of that – of families putting down roots
that grow deep and old and connect them to the land
of grandparents and great-grandparents and great-greats.

And I think about my family – scattered across continents –
and none of us have spent a lifetime living in one house,
one town, one community, on the same land
as generations before us.

And for a moment I feel a sadness about that.
And then…

The phrase “rooted and grounded in love” pops into my head.
And I realize that the members of my family ARE connected,
right now, on the same ground as generations before us,
and generations to come. Our roots HAVE grown deep
and are connected in Love – the richest ground of all.

And nothing can destroy our roots
or our connection to each other.
Nothing can separate us from our home.
There is no diaspora for us.
We are rooted in Love.
-Karen Molenaar Terrell

Ephesians 3: 14-19
For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named,
That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man;
That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,
May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;
And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.

The Baby Spider and the Cup Sleeve

baby spider pressed against my windshield
as I drive down country roads
with a 50 mph speed limit
and soon I will be on the freeway
where the speed limit is 70

I pull over and look around in my car
for something I can use to lift the baby
off my windshield
I find an old cardboard cup sleeve
and push it under the little spider
until he climbs on
then I take him to the side of the road
and dangle him over a dandelion leaf
I watch as he lowers himself onto the leaf
with his spider string
and then I get back in my car
and head for the freeway

sometimes it’s handy to have a car
littered with cardboard cup sleeves

-Karen Molenaar Terrell

Kindness Is a Powerful Thing

podcast link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/karen-molenaar-terrell/episodes/Kindness-Is-a-Powerful-Thing-e2fomej

I told the woman who was wrapping up a sandwich for me at the supermarket that I really liked her earrings. She thanked me and then looked at my earrings and told me she liked mine. For a moment, I’d forgotten I’d even put earrings on that morning and reached up to see what I was wearing in my ears. “Oh! These are a pair of my mom’s earrings that I found in her jewelry box after she died,” I told the woman behind the counter.

The expression on the woman’s face softened, and she said they were beautiful. She handed me my sandwich and said, “You have a good day, hon.”

And as I walked away with my sandwich I found myself tearing up.

Kindness is a powerful thing.

The Editing NEVER STOPS

fricasfracasfrigginfrick!!!

(Deep breath. In my best customer service voice and with a smile glued on my face…)

Dear friends, my sincere apologies if you’ve already acquired my most recent book, Looking Forward: More Adventures of the Madcap Christian Scientist. Editing is on-going. Forever. Editing never friggin’ stops. Editing is… ahem. Yes. So. I thought I was all done with the editing. But yesterday, as I read the book one more time, I discovered that I had spelled Alison Krauss’s first name with two Ls.

@$%&$&*!!!!

(Deep breath. Smile glued on my face.)

If you have a kindle version of the book, the latest editing should update in your copy in a day or so. If you have a printed copy of the book… well… I guess you now own a collector’s item. It might be worth gazillions $ someday. Or not. I’m so sorry.

Have a wonderful day.

Ode to the Debt Ceiling

(A friend suggested this be read in Gene Wilder’s voice as Willy Wonka.)

And so we have the debt ceiling
and I have a sinking feeling
that when politicians are dealing
with our economy keeling
they aren’t concerned with healing
or egos humbly kneeling
or layers of corruption peeling
or deal-sealing
or politically yielding
to stop our economy from reeling

In fact, “they” don’t seem to be concerned with “us”
at all

-Karen Molenaar Terrell